Honesty

14.07.14

Diyana , i jujur dkt sini.
I sakit hati , i taknak tell it on Twitter, Instagram or mana mana.
Its here. I rasa sakit sgt bila you mcm dont care bout me anymore.
Even hurt when you're not here. Its worst.
You penah rasa mcm ni before.
Yes you pernah rasa.
But , i taknak you rasa balik.
That is why i tak buat balik.
You asked me to balas balik , get up and hurt you , hit you.
But i taknak buat.
Why ?
This is because when you're mad , im not supposed to throw minyak petrol, im not supposed to be the wind yg boleh marakkan api yg tngah panas.
Apa yg i patut buat ? I kena give you space. To think bout us.
To think about our relay.
To love me back.
Supaya marah you reda.
Supaya you boleh berfikir dgn waras balik.
I know you tak rasa i try.
Tapi percayalah.
One day you akan wake up and hug me.
And akan ckp "im so dumb tak nampak apa apa yg you buat..you do everything to save our relay..to get me.."
Harap i betul.